I Should Probably Be Doing Homework

So Tuesday was one of those days where I was like, "So this is what having relatively hard school with deadlines is like,...hmm...it sucks."

I had to write a paper for history and a paper for government and study short essay answers for history and find and study long essay answers for history and do math homework. So I was super stressed and sad and finally I just kind of gave up and watch some Secret Garden with TaeReam which actually helped, even though most of the time I was thinking about what a un-smart loser I am.

So then the middle of the night rolls around and I get up to go to the bathroom and then I'm totally 100% awake, thinking about all the things I have to do in an hour or so when I get up.

Then I fell into fits of restless sleep where I had a dream that went like this,

We were going to california and I didn't realize it and I said, "I can't go to california, I have an 81 in math I can't miss a single question!"
just as the plane was starting up, so mom said, "What did you say? You aced every one in math? You didn't miss a single question?"

And then I woke up and I'm pretty sure I was crying or something, you know how it is in the middle of the night when dreams that are not so bad seem like 1000 times worse.

And then it get light outside and you think back and you're like, "I think I visited insanity last night."

Anyway, there were little good things that happened, like I got in the car and the tank was full (YESS) and then I got to the school and I had to buy three test books which only came out to $1.14 (YESS)

So then I went straight to the math lab and some girl helped me and pretty much made me feel like a math goddess. So I was struttin' it up till I actually got to math class where we learned some new stuff that i didn't understand either.

Thats the thing about math. You can't just, 'get it' you have to KEEP getting it.

And then I went to history class and we talked about how Booker T Washington was reasonable and Intelligent and Debois was 'wack' and 'lame'.

So thats all for today. I have to start and finish this history paper before TaeReam gets home. Please out homies.